One thing I miss terribly about Scotland, is being close to my 3 brothers. I don't have a get-out-guy anymore. I don't have anyone I can call at anytime and say "pick me up - I need to just sit a while". I miss having someone who'll drive me to look out point, without there being any strings attached. That's the thing about moving yourself 3000 miles from home - you have to get used to the fact that you are on your own. I've always felt like a caged animal in the sense that sometimes I want to be set free, even just for an hour or so. And that's what I miss about having my brothers and friends around me - I have no where to run to.